You Know, actually Its Hurts.

You know,
This week  I woke up every morning early even I sleep at late nigth.
I take my meal correctly on time. never miss it.
I never let my phone credit empty.
I watch movie that i never think to watch.


I think I got my happiness that lost 3 years ago.


But I'm wrong. 


My insticnt was right. 
I never get the happiness again.


Know,


I really feel the pain that attacks me 3 years ago again.
But its feels more deep inside.
I'm not blaming on you.
I know that wasn't you to make its hard like this.


Maybe I'm the one who not the person exactly for you.
I'm sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable.
I doesnt care if I blind because of this tears.


You know,
I miss you 
A lot.


Thanks for everything.